I kinda lost my curiosity

[Zygra]

I realize that you, me, my laptop, the buildings outside, space and time are of one entity, the infinite intelligence. Whatever I experience it would be an interaction with "myself"; I know we are different shards of the intelligent infinity, but still we are the children of the same family, this fact can not be changed and it made me lose curiosity in living.

I feel confined to the intelligent infinity, I want to interact with kids of a different family. I feel my curiosity is restricted to the understanding of "myself", nothing outside myself. I feel alone, any thoughts on this?

So much "behind the veil" mentality. Apathy. If you would see and know all there is then you are in 8D. Joy neverending. It´s a fun jurney to that place of different experiences. Think back to when you were a little kid. Were you apathic like that ? Of course not. Children have been less time here in this enclosed space and have much more joy from heaven with them. They are still not worn out. It gives us a good picture of where we came from.