07-22-2009, 06:49 AM
Monica Wrote:The height limitation just narrowed the playing field a bit, but it also opened up other options that a tall woman might not have! So it all sort of balances out.Like tank driver, or astronaut, or dragon tamer !!!
I have issues with the "life is a school" model.. Frankly I don't believe that timeless entities who have a higher self that knows all really have anything to learn. And if they do have anything to learn I don't see why they could not learn it by snapping the fingers. The point to life isn't learning. Learning is a means to an end. Once all is done and nothing remains to be learned. What will we do? Sit on a cloud? Basking in the fact that we've learned all even though before we learned anything we as a higher self already knew everything. Why learn?
I am still fuzzy on what causes these events of spontaneous change to occur. I've seen crazy things. I've seen eye color changes. I've seen a woman grow pronounced canines in a time span of days. I've seen an introverted man being opened up in seconds, literally his entire aura changed. It was like the room he was in changed with him.
But say for example for some reason I'd crave to be the proud owner of hair on the back of my hands. I used this as practice example. But no hair grew there. I've intended it. I attempted to expect it. I've used all the tricks of expectation that worked for me in my practices in TK, prescience, and magick in general. I even used those tricks while motivated by a very painful tooth ache. The back of my hands are still as smooth as a babies bottom..
So it's not expectation alone, neither is it visualisation alone. And I doubt my higher self would deem a bit of fur on the back of the hands a threat to it's higher self goals. Assuming offcourse that the whole "life as a school" theory is true and that I'm just in denial about that.
Perhaps I'm being to simplistic about this. But a pragmatic "unhindered by any form of intelligence" bulls charge worked for me so far. Just do it, don't think about it, rationalize later. However, in this particular case it didn't exactly produce the expected miracles.