06-12-2011, 01:58 PM
i respect Ra just like i respect christ or buddha. that doesnt mean that i always follow what they say. as far as graduating most of us have already graduated from 3d and volunteered to come back. that is one reason it can be so very very painful here, we come here with a highly developed sensitivity. i am pretty sure i am a 5d wanderer who returned as are many on this board. thats why we are a bunch of misfits in the eyes of others. i dont get invited to the office christmas party because i have no desire to be a part of the whole gossip back stabbing network that my coworkers are so very interested in. im interested in kids and animals and family and stones so i dont fit and i dont want to fit. i get along but i dont fit and have no desire to fit.
so whenever i am ready to change then the change will come. i like myself the way i am. i like watching the 10pm news and making comments about some of the people on there. my sons are the same way i guess they learned it from me. we watch and we have a very satisfying commentary about the people on their that is definitely not g rated. and we enjoy it immensely. i might never want to change thats fine with me im happy with myself. if christ or buddha or Ra are not happy with me its more their problem than mine. i dont see them as above me but as elder brothers, and elder brothers love their little brothers. besides if u see some of christs exchanges with the scribes and the pharisees he laid it right on the line , he was a warrior and made no bones about it. he called them hypocrites, said that their father was satan, they absolutely hated him. he did not come to cater to them at all.
so whatever hopefully shortly either we or they will be transported somehwere where we dont have to interact. i dont need the evil ones in my life if i never saw them or heard of them again that would be fine with me. they need us much more than we need them because then they get a chance to blow up their egos and look in the mirror and say to themselves how great they are. and that is the way they think they feel they are above others, arrogance is a sure sign of which side of the spiritual highway u walk on.
norral
so whenever i am ready to change then the change will come. i like myself the way i am. i like watching the 10pm news and making comments about some of the people on there. my sons are the same way i guess they learned it from me. we watch and we have a very satisfying commentary about the people on their that is definitely not g rated. and we enjoy it immensely. i might never want to change thats fine with me im happy with myself. if christ or buddha or Ra are not happy with me its more their problem than mine. i dont see them as above me but as elder brothers, and elder brothers love their little brothers. besides if u see some of christs exchanges with the scribes and the pharisees he laid it right on the line , he was a warrior and made no bones about it. he called them hypocrites, said that their father was satan, they absolutely hated him. he did not come to cater to them at all.
so whatever hopefully shortly either we or they will be transported somehwere where we dont have to interact. i dont need the evil ones in my life if i never saw them or heard of them again that would be fine with me. they need us much more than we need them because then they get a chance to blow up their egos and look in the mirror and say to themselves how great they are. and that is the way they think they feel they are above others, arrogance is a sure sign of which side of the spiritual highway u walk on.
norral