Given the forgivness of the one creator

[Zygra]

Now im back and its been 2 days. The time since I wrote has been uplifting to say the least. I am now completly drunk on love. I am still not fully healed but all my pains have been taken away and the process is well on the way. Even though I was now in a river of love I felt that something was still missing or lacking. I noticed that the one creator does not do anything that is not asked for. That made me think. I had up to that point asked for forgivness and love. Which is something that has been given. Then I kept asking for the valves to be kept open because I was so thirsty that I was drinking it all up. Still something astray. I was given love but I had not been creating any real love myself. My 4th chakra (if you will) was disfunctional. Now I desired something more. I asked the creator to be with me throughout my journey and to guide my hand. Thus the creator took up a small place in my heart and the sensation and difference is as Nyu said, profound. I can feel a warm feeling eminating from my chest and the presence of the one at all times as if I would be in constant prayer and meditation. Now I am no longer a small light surrounded by darkness. Now im shining bright, full of love and guided by the one. The path is clear and the veil is no longer heavy. I am in light.

And the best part about it is that I am still me. If anything I feel more like myself then I have perhapps ever felt. I am no longer alone in my heart. I am with god.

All I did was ask.