06-01-2011, 03:35 AM
Welcome to my life, mate. You're right, it is incredibly lonely, eventually all negative emotions of anger and destruction turn inwards in to grueling self-hatred and depression. This is what triggers one to seek to "repent" as it were. Of course, Ra states that a negative entity that has gone so far will also find it much easier to switch polarities than those who are still gaining polarity. Perhaps the process could even be expressed in a single incarnational life? I suppose this is my goal, if you'd call it that, more like my optimism.
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