It has come to my attention that I have reached a sort of plateau, similar to those reached by weight lifters and general exercisers. I feel I can not grow spiritually anymore, but I understand why and this is what is holding me back.
As I knew I would there would come a point in my life where I would no longer need outside stimulus to awaken the being inside of me, to stir that spiritual sense of understanding. In fact, it all seems quite bland to me now. I reach for the LOO and Urantia or any other spiritually inquisitive writing and I watch movies seeking new understanding but I find my mind wandering, seeking, like child being forced to sit still.
I now understand that all knowledge gained from here on out must be harvested by myself. I must discipline my senses, follow my personal law to the letter and seek, seek, seek understanding. I just wished to let you fellow seekers and wanderers know about this point I have reached in case any of you feel the same. It tends to be comforting knowing that someone has experienced or is experiencing the same situation.
I would like to speak about a few things before I end this MEGAPOST.
In regards to David Wilcock; I feel he holds and speaks a lot of truth, but there is a sense of dishonesty that comes from him as well. I do not mean to speak unkindly of any soul but I feel it my duty to express that he comes off as a prophet like entity. One who wishes others to come to him for answers instead of seeking themselves. I feel this is an unsuccessful act for any person to follow and I urge you to seek you own answers instead of simply accepting others. Any one who charges astronomical fees for what I deem to be important knowledge has always held a rough spot in my heart.
As for simple silly things on this planet earth such as diet or the way you live entirely I wish to dispel this urgency in correcting lifestyle. We are here as we are, and everything is as it should be. Accept your lot, and improve as you can. We can all strive to do better, to be better, but it must be what YOU want and never what others think you should do. If you can not stand a veg* diet yet worry you are creating bad karma understand that the transfer of energy from one being to another is the cycle of life, practiced throughout the world from jungles to deserts. Plants are living too ya know. I choose to live poorly but that does not make me better than a rich man. His lot in life is different than mine, and we are learning different lessons.
I love each and everyone of you, and I wish you all great success and understanding. As for 2012, I am excited to see you on the other side.
Peace
As I knew I would there would come a point in my life where I would no longer need outside stimulus to awaken the being inside of me, to stir that spiritual sense of understanding. In fact, it all seems quite bland to me now. I reach for the LOO and Urantia or any other spiritually inquisitive writing and I watch movies seeking new understanding but I find my mind wandering, seeking, like child being forced to sit still.
I now understand that all knowledge gained from here on out must be harvested by myself. I must discipline my senses, follow my personal law to the letter and seek, seek, seek understanding. I just wished to let you fellow seekers and wanderers know about this point I have reached in case any of you feel the same. It tends to be comforting knowing that someone has experienced or is experiencing the same situation.
I would like to speak about a few things before I end this MEGAPOST.
In regards to David Wilcock; I feel he holds and speaks a lot of truth, but there is a sense of dishonesty that comes from him as well. I do not mean to speak unkindly of any soul but I feel it my duty to express that he comes off as a prophet like entity. One who wishes others to come to him for answers instead of seeking themselves. I feel this is an unsuccessful act for any person to follow and I urge you to seek you own answers instead of simply accepting others. Any one who charges astronomical fees for what I deem to be important knowledge has always held a rough spot in my heart.
As for simple silly things on this planet earth such as diet or the way you live entirely I wish to dispel this urgency in correcting lifestyle. We are here as we are, and everything is as it should be. Accept your lot, and improve as you can. We can all strive to do better, to be better, but it must be what YOU want and never what others think you should do. If you can not stand a veg* diet yet worry you are creating bad karma understand that the transfer of energy from one being to another is the cycle of life, practiced throughout the world from jungles to deserts. Plants are living too ya know. I choose to live poorly but that does not make me better than a rich man. His lot in life is different than mine, and we are learning different lessons.
I love each and everyone of you, and I wish you all great success and understanding. As for 2012, I am excited to see you on the other side.
Peace