How do you see Creator?

[Ankh]

When the healing/or sending energies to Gaia in meditation is extra powerful the energy comes not only through indigo nexi but also through violet nexi. I can barely hold it those times. It feels like a waterfall that gushes through me. Sometimes the energies are so powerfull that it feels like I am being compressed to a tiny dot, and sometimes this pressure is specifically noticed in my neck and stomach. But these are the nexis where I have blockages so this might be a reason. I don't remember that the energy would ever come from my violet nexi and out, only from outside and inside. Or what did you mean by "pouring from"?