05-02-2011, 11:58 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-02-2011, 12:17 PM by Ens Entium.)
Most certainly.
Another thing to be mindful of, is that this internal conflict you're having about wanting to get these answers is actually fracturing you. And so the will is divided- remember the will is most important in such work.
Try meeting yourself halfway about this. Meaning be open to it, and make a note of the joy you might feel on coming to know specific information, but also prepare yourself (by making an agreement with yourself, or simply through trust) that you will accept things as they are if you can't get that type of info.
Use this approach to counter balance the resistance you feel to asking about specifics.
Yet another approach is to marry the specifics, which you desire, with the higher spiritual leanings you have- towards asking more spiritual info. You can do this by.. determining for yourself that the details will fit into the bigger spiritual picture. In one of several ways, either through determining that it will add to your conviction and sense of mission, or add to the transparency you'd like to have when looking at this 3d illusion in which you are working.. or just that these specifics will add info integral to your spiritual self portrait or goal portrait.
So there are many ways to ease you mind about this.
These are just a few examples but you get the idea of how you can ease the internal conflict.
I quoted Confused's most recent post at the top of my post, didn't come out, phone problems probably..
Onto what i said earlier.
You can ask the questions plainly. I don't see how else one would ask about such, other than to add, when asking, a broadcasting of your genuine intention about knowing, mentally and quietly. Or you can include it before that set of questions.
I meant that, the information you want is primarily about the pre-3d identity you had. There seems to be attachment to this identity and hence the information about it. So i was just recommending that you find the completeness of self in the indentity that you've made for yourself here in 3rd density. And come to terms with that and accept that with respect to your life in 3d. Since that's what, most immediately counts.
This would release you from the binding that you may have formed. That's the sense in which i meant closure. By doing this, i would think there would be less room for any interference with your path that knowing those details could make. Or as i mentioned above, you could use this info to bolster your function on earth. This is what, i think, would make you more open to receiving such information.
Simply put.. having a sense of completeness and comfort in who you are now rather than looking for who you were before removes the barriers of infringement issues and such, both on your side and on the side of the higher self.
If it's just pure curiosity and nothing else, then i don't see it being an issue really and you shouldn't feel bad about any of that curiosity. You may consider why you are curious, though. And, what that curiosity indicates.
Again, i wish you the best!
Another thing to be mindful of, is that this internal conflict you're having about wanting to get these answers is actually fracturing you. And so the will is divided- remember the will is most important in such work.
Try meeting yourself halfway about this. Meaning be open to it, and make a note of the joy you might feel on coming to know specific information, but also prepare yourself (by making an agreement with yourself, or simply through trust) that you will accept things as they are if you can't get that type of info.
Use this approach to counter balance the resistance you feel to asking about specifics.
Yet another approach is to marry the specifics, which you desire, with the higher spiritual leanings you have- towards asking more spiritual info. You can do this by.. determining for yourself that the details will fit into the bigger spiritual picture. In one of several ways, either through determining that it will add to your conviction and sense of mission, or add to the transparency you'd like to have when looking at this 3d illusion in which you are working.. or just that these specifics will add info integral to your spiritual self portrait or goal portrait.
So there are many ways to ease you mind about this.
These are just a few examples but you get the idea of how you can ease the internal conflict.
I quoted Confused's most recent post at the top of my post, didn't come out, phone problems probably..
Onto what i said earlier.
You can ask the questions plainly. I don't see how else one would ask about such, other than to add, when asking, a broadcasting of your genuine intention about knowing, mentally and quietly. Or you can include it before that set of questions.
I meant that, the information you want is primarily about the pre-3d identity you had. There seems to be attachment to this identity and hence the information about it. So i was just recommending that you find the completeness of self in the indentity that you've made for yourself here in 3rd density. And come to terms with that and accept that with respect to your life in 3d. Since that's what, most immediately counts.
This would release you from the binding that you may have formed. That's the sense in which i meant closure. By doing this, i would think there would be less room for any interference with your path that knowing those details could make. Or as i mentioned above, you could use this info to bolster your function on earth. This is what, i think, would make you more open to receiving such information.
Simply put.. having a sense of completeness and comfort in who you are now rather than looking for who you were before removes the barriers of infringement issues and such, both on your side and on the side of the higher self.
If it's just pure curiosity and nothing else, then i don't see it being an issue really and you shouldn't feel bad about any of that curiosity. You may consider why you are curious, though. And, what that curiosity indicates.
Again, i wish you the best!