06-25-2009, 09:46 AM
I think what you may be experiencing turtle is "waiting for the cavalry to arrive" as David Icke words so well. You are not going to leave this place until it has served it's purpose, which I think you know, is not doing so right now with the way you feel.
My feelings on the topic. More developed than beliefs, to say.
Do you think something in 2012 will happen? I would assume you know what I mean but as you said you beleive little of the works of Ra I will take the time to explain it my own way.
In the future we have a 3 way split. depending which branch you go down depends entirely on your polarity. You could swap the word polarity for mindset, disposition. You need to place yourself into 1 of 2 of these 3 branches to leave 3D. Where you say you hate the world I would say you hate this level of reality. The two interlink. The 2 paths I'm on about are the positive and negative. Niether one can be achieved by accident. For those that do not make a defined choice, marked by thier actions in life, they will get left in the 'gray area' where you will be ported off to another 3D reality to try again to realise what it is you are attempting to realise at this very moment. Save yourself some time.
The reason I take time to reply to you is my Dad used to be very similar with you. Very pessemistic sounding, he at the time, and you now say you feel there is nothing wrong wit the path you are walking, and no you are right there is nothing wrong about it, but niether is there much good about it. You are cruising, through the worsening seas of the gray area. These feelings of yours will get worse and worse until you change. This is the universes way of discomforting you from your surroundings, trying to make you brake the attachments in ready for new ones to come.
An idea to make yourself feel better, plant some seeds
I have a lot to say about the emergy vampires, I'll find the thread.
Sometimes it comes down to such a small thing of just Realizing you are already free, it is the way you interpret and perceive this world that determines your feelings on it. Like racism, some people will take offence at 'racism' when there was not even any around. Some people laugh it off and actually see the humour in the jokes, and not the abuse.
Change your perception of the world on the inside, and it will only be natural for it to flow onto the outside. Sounds absurd, but this is the epitemy of everything I know, and I feel alot of people share it. Law of Attraction multiplied.
I wish you luck. It is a seemingly difficult position, but that does not mean you can fix it with alot of bravery against YOURSELF in a short ammount of time.
Love and Light
My feelings on the topic. More developed than beliefs, to say.
Do you think something in 2012 will happen? I would assume you know what I mean but as you said you beleive little of the works of Ra I will take the time to explain it my own way.
In the future we have a 3 way split. depending which branch you go down depends entirely on your polarity. You could swap the word polarity for mindset, disposition. You need to place yourself into 1 of 2 of these 3 branches to leave 3D. Where you say you hate the world I would say you hate this level of reality. The two interlink. The 2 paths I'm on about are the positive and negative. Niether one can be achieved by accident. For those that do not make a defined choice, marked by thier actions in life, they will get left in the 'gray area' where you will be ported off to another 3D reality to try again to realise what it is you are attempting to realise at this very moment. Save yourself some time.
The reason I take time to reply to you is my Dad used to be very similar with you. Very pessemistic sounding, he at the time, and you now say you feel there is nothing wrong wit the path you are walking, and no you are right there is nothing wrong about it, but niether is there much good about it. You are cruising, through the worsening seas of the gray area. These feelings of yours will get worse and worse until you change. This is the universes way of discomforting you from your surroundings, trying to make you brake the attachments in ready for new ones to come.
An idea to make yourself feel better, plant some seeds
I have a lot to say about the emergy vampires, I'll find the thread.
Sometimes it comes down to such a small thing of just Realizing you are already free, it is the way you interpret and perceive this world that determines your feelings on it. Like racism, some people will take offence at 'racism' when there was not even any around. Some people laugh it off and actually see the humour in the jokes, and not the abuse.
Change your perception of the world on the inside, and it will only be natural for it to flow onto the outside. Sounds absurd, but this is the epitemy of everything I know, and I feel alot of people share it. Law of Attraction multiplied.
I wish you luck. It is a seemingly difficult position, but that does not mean you can fix it with alot of bravery against YOURSELF in a short ammount of time.
Love and Light