Metaphysical democracy?

[Spectrum]

my passions will always be there and I'll find a way to put them to use, even if its "just" through my intentions and immediate interactions

Then I would say you're set to go! At least you have the benefit of having found the Ra material at such a young age. A big plus!

Because one becomes discouraged step by step, and that youthful fire gets slowly but surely extinguished.

Ankh, I could have written your post!