Finding a place amongst Wanderers

[AnthroHeart]

I think that every decision we make can either increase or decrease our polarity. That's why I try to hold neutral, balanced thoughts. I find that now there is more catalyst, which I believe I am processing well. Have had challenges come up. That makes sense that we are our own judge. I sometimes set high expectations for myself, so I hope that on the other side I'm not too strict to where the bar is set too high. I could always have done better in my choices. But at least perfection isn't a requirement for 4D harvest.

I think that there are no galactic or universal or solar system judges who will decide whether you are 50% STO or 51, or more. Do you think that every thought, every emotion, every action of yours counts by any entities who judge whether it was STO or STS? I think that we are our own judges. And we, ourselves, decide what was STO or STS and how much of it, when we are ready for that process, reviewing our life. That we ourselves decide whether we made it or if we need more 3D lessons.