03-30-2011, 11:19 PM
Thank you, Aaron.
When I was posting this thread, in my mind, I was connecting the harvesting with the review. Moments after posting, and I do mean moments, an extremely obscure memory popped in my mind. A memory that is minor and has been lost in the files of my mind for at least a decade. There was no apparent trigger, like the general ones that tend to bring back memories. It was very odd, but it held with it an emotion I could feel. Not one of the top five generic emotions, but a very specific emotion. This was obviously my Higher Self adding something to my thought process. This brought to mind that each memory is a function, if you will, in and of itself.
My Higher Self was distinguishing for me the fallacy of the idea that it is a "judgement session" which would indicate I am supposed to "just look at what you've done" and see how my current state would react. This led me to the idea that it is only an assessment of my actual reaction at every moment.
Ra says at that time we find forgive for ourselves for missing the guideposts and they do not say it is necessarily for the way we reacted. This must be difficult for us to witness ourselves missing opportunities that we ourselves fashioned before incarnate.
Again, this encourages me to open up in vulnerability and not hide in fear. Trust in the unknown experience and go for it in faith. Unknown experiences are waiting, and stepping into them is the way to knowing. The Logos knowing itself occurs when I walk into the unknown.
I miss many guideposts. I got a few major ones right, namely my wife and my parenting. If you are still reading, I'd just like to go a bit further. (mercury retrograde means we turn inward as well, fyi).
Another precognitive vision I have had. Before I met my wife, I remember the very intersection I was at as I drove along, I was praying for answers on where I was headed. I had a vision that of a child, and a "voice" (my mind's voice) tell me this was one of my purposes. I always knew I wanted to be a parent, but it was miles away at that point. It was reassurance from across the veil.
Long story short, married, tried for pregnancy a couple years....nope.... we became foster parents for a couple years.... adopted our daughter (with foster, we just opened our home to any child they sent us with no preconception or prejudice, i.e. no hand picking) ... she was the exact child in the vision (funny though, I always thought it was a boy... she had little to no hair till she was two).... after that we started popping out babies of our own
Anyway, these are two of my accounts of communication with "beyond", and also a story about a guidepost I know I got right She totally makes up for all the ones I probably missed.
When I was posting this thread, in my mind, I was connecting the harvesting with the review. Moments after posting, and I do mean moments, an extremely obscure memory popped in my mind. A memory that is minor and has been lost in the files of my mind for at least a decade. There was no apparent trigger, like the general ones that tend to bring back memories. It was very odd, but it held with it an emotion I could feel. Not one of the top five generic emotions, but a very specific emotion. This was obviously my Higher Self adding something to my thought process. This brought to mind that each memory is a function, if you will, in and of itself.
My Higher Self was distinguishing for me the fallacy of the idea that it is a "judgement session" which would indicate I am supposed to "just look at what you've done" and see how my current state would react. This led me to the idea that it is only an assessment of my actual reaction at every moment.
Ra says at that time we find forgive for ourselves for missing the guideposts and they do not say it is necessarily for the way we reacted. This must be difficult for us to witness ourselves missing opportunities that we ourselves fashioned before incarnate.
Again, this encourages me to open up in vulnerability and not hide in fear. Trust in the unknown experience and go for it in faith. Unknown experiences are waiting, and stepping into them is the way to knowing. The Logos knowing itself occurs when I walk into the unknown.
I miss many guideposts. I got a few major ones right, namely my wife and my parenting. If you are still reading, I'd just like to go a bit further. (mercury retrograde means we turn inward as well, fyi).
Another precognitive vision I have had. Before I met my wife, I remember the very intersection I was at as I drove along, I was praying for answers on where I was headed. I had a vision that of a child, and a "voice" (my mind's voice) tell me this was one of my purposes. I always knew I wanted to be a parent, but it was miles away at that point. It was reassurance from across the veil.
Long story short, married, tried for pregnancy a couple years....nope.... we became foster parents for a couple years.... adopted our daughter (with foster, we just opened our home to any child they sent us with no preconception or prejudice, i.e. no hand picking) ... she was the exact child in the vision (funny though, I always thought it was a boy... she had little to no hair till she was two).... after that we started popping out babies of our own
Anyway, these are two of my accounts of communication with "beyond", and also a story about a guidepost I know I got right
She totally makes up for all the ones I probably missed.
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