03-30-2011, 10:42 AM
i have tried salvia and had an extremely intense experience. First of all after inhaling i lost the feeling of the body,i could not move hands,legs even open up my eyes,the body stopped working. Next i went almost like inside myself,but it felt like it was everything that was happening was still happening infront of my eyes. First it was a cartoonish world,where there was a weird character riding rollerskates,if anyone ever seen Gorrillaz music videos,it was almost exactly like that. After that it was as if i was alone in the darkness,i tried to scream but couldn't,this moment actually felt like it lasted eternity,i have never been so scared in my life,being alone in a dark place and nothing else except you,after that everything started to spin,like a barrell in the revolver and just like in the revolver the part where you put the bullets,there was a different life scenario,and as it was spining i was falling from one version into another,i have seen myself being a doctor,being an electrician,and others i don't clearly remember,but at that point i clearly remember thinking that if the spinning won't stop from the point of where i came into this,then i might lose my mind in this new reality that i don't know nothing about,and as the spining began to slow down,i felt that life was just like a book,changing pages from one story to the next,when i came back to my reality i still didn't believe i was back,everyone seemed weird looking,they had distortions of eyes(verybig) and bodies(long and skinny) but as my mind settled it all came into the same vision of the world i am so used to. I actually told one of my friends that a part of me died in there,or got left,where he replied:"Lets hope its the bad part that got left". All day after that i was as happy as when i was around 8 years old,because i enjoyed the little things like hearing and touching things and actually being sure what it would feel like,because when you lose that sense of being sure where u are and what is going on,it is a very intense feeling,almost like losing your mind.