Polarising process?

[Ankh]

Well, this seems pretty light weight on polarity percentages.

I don't understand this sentence.

The only thing I am moved to say is that feelings of being controlled are as equal to STS polarization as feelings of wanting to control. The two go hand in hand explicitly.

I have always had aversion to being controlled by her. In my childhood I however never had any choice and I despited her for that. Now I am trying to see it differently and to learn to love her unconditionally and also how to stand up for myself and show my streangth without fear. It is very difficult.

In this perticular situation I am allowing her to feel that she is in control because of my desire to help her husband to go to that party.