the ultimate act of compassion - Japan

[Ankh]

I find it liberating to sometimes clear the air. Something has being going on for a while and now it's here. With that said I don't know if it's right or wrong to point at one/two members. It is a good thing that norral spoke up as this was maybe expected. But I am not sure if it is a good thing to name others self. Reason to this is because I find other members to be a bigger providers of catalysts. And someone else maybe finds me as a huge walking, talking catalyst. So what shall we do? I honestly don't know... I don't know... But I have a confession to make - I am not Jesus. Sometimes I just get cozy home vibrations and relax too much, let down the guard, and since I am not healed in orange nexi I don't even notice when it hits me in my most vulnerable spot. This forum is not more special than every other forum, because we are all humans here. And this perticular event maybe is our lesson, trying to teach us something about that. With that said, I confess that I don't like some people. I can't love you all. And I don't love to talk to everyone in this forum. When this happens I am trying to see those who provided me with catalysts as my loving teachers, and I am trying to remember it, but sometimes I can't remember – when my whole spine shivers in aversion to the thought of someone being my loving teacher, then it's really hard. Yet, they are. Yet, they are my loving Oneness. I just really forgot. That's the power of this illusion.