03-16-2011, 10:53 PM
I'm pretty sure that with all these massive changes happening very quickly in the metaphysical landscape, things are changing in everyone's lives right now!
I've experienced close to the same thing you describe here. Before last sept, when I lived in a different place, I was really making progress on my spiritual path. I was living every day humbly with love, polarizing positively, and receiving positive signs, signals, and confirmations in my dreams, visions, and meditations. I was drawing closer to what I can call enlightenment.
But, when I moved to a different place last september (actually, the decline started just before I moved), everything stopped, as you described. While I've never found myself disgusted with the LOO or with the thought of reading it or participating here, I have found myself disgusted with a lot of myself and what I identify with.
I've come to a point now where I've realized that it doesn't matter what the outside circumstances in my life are. (Bashar, anyone?
) What's going on in your life now, including feeling like you've fallen from grace, is all part of the experience. It has its own unique lessons to give, and it's just as beautiful and precious as the time when everything seemed to be on track. You're still the perfect entity that you've always been. And I think that all this hard stuff is being brought to our attention in order that we deal with it promptly as the coming times call for it!
You're not on the wrong path. There is no such thing as a wrong path! Don't worry about perfectly applying the LOO teachings to your every day life. Just apply yourself to your everyday life! That's where it starts.
Cheers to enlightenment! (for the second time!)
I've experienced close to the same thing you describe here. Before last sept, when I lived in a different place, I was really making progress on my spiritual path. I was living every day humbly with love, polarizing positively, and receiving positive signs, signals, and confirmations in my dreams, visions, and meditations. I was drawing closer to what I can call enlightenment.
But, when I moved to a different place last september (actually, the decline started just before I moved), everything stopped, as you described. While I've never found myself disgusted with the LOO or with the thought of reading it or participating here, I have found myself disgusted with a lot of myself and what I identify with.
I've come to a point now where I've realized that it doesn't matter what the outside circumstances in my life are. (Bashar, anyone?
) What's going on in your life now, including feeling like you've fallen from grace, is all part of the experience. It has its own unique lessons to give, and it's just as beautiful and precious as the time when everything seemed to be on track. You're still the perfect entity that you've always been. And I think that all this hard stuff is being brought to our attention in order that we deal with it promptly as the coming times call for it!You're not on the wrong path. There is no such thing as a wrong path! Don't worry about perfectly applying the LOO teachings to your every day life. Just apply yourself to your everyday life! That's where it starts.
Cheers to enlightenment! (for the second time!)