Orange ray blockage

[turtledude23]

Gribbons, by the orange ray blockages, do you mean regression to orange ray level dealing with yellow ray issues?

I suppose they are really yellow ray issues that make me feel like I have trouble relating with the self, because even though we are all one, we all have different personalities of the OIC.

Questioner: Thank you. Is it possible for you to give a short description of the conditions in the fourth density?
Ra: I am Ra. We ask you to consider as we speak that there are not words for positively describing fourth density. We can only explain what is not and approximate what is. Beyond fourth density our ability grows more limited until we become without words.

That which fourth density is not: it is not of words, unless chosen. It is not of heavy chemical vehicles for body complex activities. It is not of disharmony within self. It is not of disharmony within peoples. It is not within limits of possibility to cause disharmony in any way.

Approximations of positive statements: it is a plane of type of bipedal vehicle which is much denser and more full of life; it is a plane wherein one is aware of the thought of other-selves; it is a plane wherein one is aware of vibrations of other-selves; it is a plane of compassion and understanding of the sorrows of third density; it is a plane striving towards wisdom or light; it is a plane wherein individual differences are pronounced although automatically harmonized by group consensus.

I'm assuming that identity is the egotistical reflection of the personality (individual differences). Ego being the 3rd chakra, 3rd density consciousness. (?)

Re-reading this quote right now just made me realize something. How I want to be STO is writing stories/films/plays that show 4th density values and how we can change the 3rd density misery/suffering by understanding them, but if there are no words that describe 4th density positively, then is it possible to do so without it collecting STS karma? I'm just trying to live life playing off my strengths, as I need to money to buy an engagement/wedding ring/have a family. Those are all good things, and the only thing that really sparks my interest creatively is exploring this new idea of God that no religious text has really explored. The co-creating, the love in every moment, the new light where our thoughts are without fear and can create tangible expressions of what love is to us personally.

Such a radical idea in writing, I think, can inspire, like how the Ra texts have lifted our spirits, or they can scare those who are not awake to what's going on (outside the physical realm.) I don't want to spread fear, I just want to tell the truth, but since the truth can be scary given all the programs society has installed in our minds (religion [the uncertainty of the state of the soul after death]/ politics [mainstream media/party system/ democracy v socialism/ captialism v socialism]/ accepting violence as a fact of life [movies/video games/war [[war being the result of the separation politics and religion brings]]]), would I be doing a disservice by acknowledging them and presenting a solution?

I would literally be shattering people's perception of the world around them, the civilized world anyway. I'm ok because I've eased myself into meditating and interpreting the knowledge (the light) of Ra in a way that still supports my desire to be of STO, that is, balancing the physical with the spiritual. Nearly went mental like Syd Barrett in the process (Pink Floyd) without all the LSD.

Anyways, would doing this actually be a bigger act of STS? I just want the world to know how amazing we really are. How blessed we are to be living. With all the tragedy human kind has gone through... there are a lot of people that don't know of our true origins, what we are and what the world is, and how that can save us from further suffering. (Physically anyway, I remember reading about 4th/5th dimensional catalyst being emotional and spiritual pain.)

Trying to save a brother here from another 20,000 years of 3D with all this, I suppose. hahaha

But maybe not. Maybe this is the only way I can make enough money to go build an organic house out in the middle of the nowhere and live with my (future) wife in harmony with nature. Solar panels for internet and all.

Whoa, where did you get the idea that trying to describe 4D to the best of your ability would polarize you towards STS? STO is about intention and being, not action. You wanting to illustrate the beauty of 4D to other-selves is polarizing to STO, and if you're doing your best to describe it truthfully (as far as you know) then there's nothing negative at all about that.

It's not my place to meddle in someone's personal life but: do you really need to buy an expensive engagement ring? Its the idea behind the ring that's important, not the price of it. The most STS person in the world can buy someone the most expensive ring, that doesn't mean they care about them in the slightest. And a regular joe who's very compassionate but has no money could give his fiancee a plastic ring from one of those toy vending machines and if they were in tune she would feel his love. The ring money could be better spent on the film you want to make. I have some ebooks about making cheap films if you want to read them, and are you planning on buying a new camera or do you have one? Does your government have grants for film makers?