03-14-2011, 05:25 AM
Hello brother. The following advice is from my personal beliefs and experience, I offer it in the hope it resonates with you helps you find some direction.
You're not alone. I went through that exact phase a few years ago, it was especially hard regarding my long-term relationship. Such drastic changes are hard for others to accept in you, they expect you to be the person they want you to be.
Rather than repeat teachings, I would strongly recommend both Abraham (Law of Attraction - taking control of your thoughts to manifest the reality you choose) and Bashar (the same, except with more detail). Both were (are) invaluable to me, and they will be to you :¬)
Following their words, I'm now running my own business, which I use as an opportunity to share love with people, rather than earn money. The money finds its way to you when you follow your bliss - the Universe supports you. It takes time to develop this trust, one must be patient and start with smaller examples. Feel free to ask any questions.
You are here for a greater purpose. That purpose is to follow your bliss (instinct and impulses come from your higher self, they tell you were to look). This means you'll be in a positive place, offering an STO vibration to planetary consciousness and helping to uplift others. That's the meaning of being a Wanderer.
Ram Dass tells a story in which a successful vice president (large company) became disillusioned with his work, and wanted to find more. He went to Ram for advice, to find himself. He spent time in ashrams, and years travelling. He found himself.
When he returned to his old city, his former boss mentioned he was the best vice president the company had, and offered him his job back. He took it, and enjoyed it. He got in touch with Ram and said:
"It's funny how you change. I hated this job before, as I was earning money for corporations. That was how I perceived my role. Now I'm in the same role, yet I love it, because instead I see it as an opportunity to spend time with people ('God'), helping them intellectually and spiritually. It's incredibly rewarding."
Q'uo mentions this also. You can offer a great service in any position, role, time and place. You find love in the moment.
I mention this as you may need to find some part time work to support you while you follow your bliss. If you do, the above advice can be invaluable, if you choose it so :¬)
Good luck brother.
You're not alone. I went through that exact phase a few years ago, it was especially hard regarding my long-term relationship. Such drastic changes are hard for others to accept in you, they expect you to be the person they want you to be.
Rather than repeat teachings, I would strongly recommend both Abraham (Law of Attraction - taking control of your thoughts to manifest the reality you choose) and Bashar (the same, except with more detail). Both were (are) invaluable to me, and they will be to you :¬)
Following their words, I'm now running my own business, which I use as an opportunity to share love with people, rather than earn money. The money finds its way to you when you follow your bliss - the Universe supports you. It takes time to develop this trust, one must be patient and start with smaller examples. Feel free to ask any questions.
You are here for a greater purpose. That purpose is to follow your bliss (instinct and impulses come from your higher self, they tell you were to look). This means you'll be in a positive place, offering an STO vibration to planetary consciousness and helping to uplift others. That's the meaning of being a Wanderer.
Ram Dass tells a story in which a successful vice president (large company) became disillusioned with his work, and wanted to find more. He went to Ram for advice, to find himself. He spent time in ashrams, and years travelling. He found himself.
When he returned to his old city, his former boss mentioned he was the best vice president the company had, and offered him his job back. He took it, and enjoyed it. He got in touch with Ram and said:
"It's funny how you change. I hated this job before, as I was earning money for corporations. That was how I perceived my role. Now I'm in the same role, yet I love it, because instead I see it as an opportunity to spend time with people ('God'), helping them intellectually and spiritually. It's incredibly rewarding."
Q'uo mentions this also. You can offer a great service in any position, role, time and place. You find love in the moment.
I mention this as you may need to find some part time work to support you while you follow your bliss. If you do, the above advice can be invaluable, if you choose it so :¬)
Good luck brother.