Finding a place amongst Wanderers

[kycahi]

When I read the Ra material decades ago, I dug the Wanderer concept and imagined myself as one. After thinking more about them, who I think are true heroes, I decided I would do better not to think that I am one.

I did decide, nevertheless, that I can be a natural-returned Earth guy who got very lucky to be around Don, Carla and Jim and getting to read and resonate with the Law material.

I went through a phase of trying to learn "real truths" from many, many sources, and I still won't reject something that seems right, but I don't seek so much now as just stay open to what comes my way and give it the sniff test.

I'm ready to stand openly and show my acceptance of everything as the One and let observers notice the good in me from that. Many do, and that is hugely rewarding after so many years of seeing mistrust because I was so messed up and showed it without realizing.

I'm still a mess, but I know it and am working on it. It's better now and I'm not going to stop the work on this personal project. I'm proud that the best process of self-improvement came from within, although I wouldn't be surprised to learn that it's in an old book.

So Monkey, if you are quitting the seeking, that probably is a sign that your next phase is upon you. I support you on this new journey. :idea: :exclamation: