03-13-2011, 06:18 AM
(03-12-2011, 02:32 PM)Ocean Wrote: i've made tiny progress in the area and for me it's huge but i feel like it's not enough. or fast enough. and reading more about the coming harvest is just pressuring me so much. is it ok to do at a pace i'm comfortable?
That's how I feel too. That there is no time to relax and enjoy the ride, one needs to work, work, work... And time is running up because you have a train to catch, otherwise you'll be in 3D for 75000 more years! Actually this is the part in LOO that gives me slight negative vibes. I've asked that question myself many times - is it ok to do it at a pace that is comfortable? But I can't relax enough, since we are bombarded with approaching Harvest. There is a light that I can sense in the horizon, a light that I can see at the end if this tunnel so to speak, but I worry that I will not be "good" enough to catch that train when it leaves the station. And then it gives me guilt for thinking like this, being so self absorbed. There are others who wants to catch that train and I am supposed to help them. Yes, it is orange ray issue, so the Harvest issue is a big catalyst for that work, but I wanted you to know that you are not alone with your thoughts.