Finding a place amongst Wanderers

[Ocean]

i think the indigo thing is a balance word for autistic/ADHD/spazz, which has negative connotations. if you fuse the words you get equal. the word indigo has helped me a lot because of those other diagnoses. it's also a lesson in itself to see oneself as less than and better than, swing between those and balance. that's what i've been doing for years. swinging between overcompensating for lack of self esteem and lack of self esteem. i think that's why narcissists have low self esteem, it's just an imbalance of the two and trying to balance one extreme with the other. but that's going off topic.