03-12-2011, 04:33 PM
yes i really need to stop trying to preach to the not choir. 
i also notice when my ego is steering i get this feeling in my throat, this tightness. it's really unpleasant lol. it's like my ego is trying to choke me. do you guys get this feeling ever? maybe it's cuz being ego based is so stressful. even talking about it is making me feel it. ugh. what is that feeling? it's like a fearball in the throat. somekind of tension.

i also notice when my ego is steering i get this feeling in my throat, this tightness. it's really unpleasant lol. it's like my ego is trying to choke me. do you guys get this feeling ever? maybe it's cuz being ego based is so stressful. even talking about it is making me feel it. ugh. what is that feeling? it's like a fearball in the throat. somekind of tension.