thank you, Turtledude. 
that's a beautiful quote. and song. it's funny, i was listening to David Wilcock channel Ra today and i dunno, the way he spoke made me feel so good, this really good feeling came over me. somehow i have to find that inside me, though, so i can radiate it when in those situations. i know meditation is key for this. i just keep forgetting. gotta turn off the mind.
i have always had a lot of self-loathing for some reason, i'm starting to think i had some weird issue in a past life, how else could i be born so clueless and distorted? on the one hand it's like i was a plant in a previous life, and on the other someone from 6th density. maybe i'm a hybrid of the two. a plant alien. like The Thing.
isn't meditating in the woods cheating? i feel like i'll have no catalyst there so i won't learn to get along with people. believe me i'd love to go live in the woods.
that's a beautiful quote. and song. it's funny, i was listening to David Wilcock channel Ra today and i dunno, the way he spoke made me feel so good, this really good feeling came over me. somehow i have to find that inside me, though, so i can radiate it when in those situations. i know meditation is key for this. i just keep forgetting. gotta turn off the mind.
i have always had a lot of self-loathing for some reason, i'm starting to think i had some weird issue in a past life, how else could i be born so clueless and distorted? on the one hand it's like i was a plant in a previous life, and on the other someone from 6th density. maybe i'm a hybrid of the two. a plant alien. like The Thing.
isn't meditating in the woods cheating? i feel like i'll have no catalyst there so i won't learn to get along with people. believe me i'd love to go live in the woods.