06-22-2022, 05:16 AM
Thankyou Diana,
I had suspected what you said about the grief never ending. I am working from home this week, when I went into work on Monday I just went into the toilet and cried on my break. Full on crying like I have not experienced in this life to memory.
In general I have been looking and thinking of Mediums, but there is more to this. I think part of the reason that I have come back to the Law of One material is that it makes me massively psychic and I can feel a lot about the situation now that I couldn't feel before, since I have been rereading the Law of One. The LOO text itself also gives me insight into the situation. These psychic senses though are not what one would expect. They are not sweet and lovey - dovey.
It seems to me that the Law of One, session 69.6 does in fact state that Wanderers have to return. Also, what is being karmically involved? Session 12.29 offers clues and by the end her life was an absolute mess with a lot of people hurt.
I feel a bit pissed at the idea that there would be another set of incarnations on another planet in 75,000 years since as the Law of One stated, the fifth density wanderers are harvestable to the next density, so we are holding back on that in order to aid the sixth density entities here. I feel that my "wisdom" is at a kind of maddening level and it is time for me to go onto the next density, and it would be unusual if I were to make the choice to stay on another third density incarnation before that harvest. I imagine the relationship between my fifth density self and the sixth density on this planet at the moment is one where these things can be talked out and we almost always make sacrifices for each other. But I feel upset that is the case. I feel the things that we would be karmically forced to repeat are really not that important in the grand scheme of things so to come back just for that is ridiculous. It also strikes me slightly though a lot of us might have to repeat the density just because of the trauma. I see a suicide or vaccine complication (including death) on my twitter every day.
In general, like some of the responses here reflect though, there is very little that we can actually know. I do not know for sure that she will be able to harvest without incident because of some element that the LOO hasn't mentioned.
I know it seems a bit mad but I have a naturally suspicious way of viewing the world. All the people that have told me she is dead are very capable of lying, even habitual liars. I have not met the police or her mother and not been updated on funeral arrangements. I know that seems unlikely but it is part of how I am thinking.
I was not sleeping with her, I can't believe that is even an issue brought up here. I was very clear about what the boundaries are that I wanted to keep our connection a friendship. It was me keeping it in that place that allowed me to be an actual support to her since she once said to me that when she slept with people she became overemotional and the relationship escalated. She was very sexual she did kind of plead a bit for sex and who knows, if we had of had sex she may have stayed. I could have maybe offered sex with her on the condition she doesn't kill herself.
I find it very hard to accept that I should not know what has happened to her and not have answers to these questions. I am growing tired of the ridiculous limitations of some of the population living here that bars so much knowledge from the rest of us. As I said in accord with the Human Design Chart, whose founder changed his name to Ra Uru Hu, and which has a lot of signatures that link it in my opinion to the LOO. The raves of very psychic people will come in in 2027. It is not beyond the capacity of this society to create a system whereby a good understanding of these concepts can be explored with the aid of psychics and things right now.
I am thinking about mediums like I said. Obviously, one of the problems with mediums is charlatans and it seems to me, that if mediums were real they would not be allowed on the Mainstream media. But it is very possible there are those that would have a gift like that. If we lived in a healthy society like I said we should be able to determine which are lying and which are legitimate. But we do not. I have a Christian friend who does not want me to go to a medium and I have been thinking of the Law of Ones guidance where it said that there is the possibility of contact with a negative contact if importance is placed on specific information. A lot of these mediums drop very specific information. So obviously this is an element of it. With the Law of One as a good backbone, perhaps some investigation can be done?
Also, I remember a site that used to link to this one that discouraged psychics called 'Are you living in the light or dancing with the dark', saying that 95% of psychics are connected to demons. It also mentioned that your friends and family intuitively arrive at the right conclusions for free. Something that has come up a few times from those that seem to genuinely care about me is that sometimes people have a problem in their brain that means they are suffering invisibly and this was the case for her. She once said to me that when people try to convince her to not commit suicide it was because they are selfish because they did not understand how much she suffered.
The spirits have amazing ability at foresight so this must have been known when I first met her this is how it would go down!
I am also having a lot of dreams that are guiding me on it. These are EXTREMELY insightful, and I have the sensations I get while praying and things. There is also another element of not trying to get her perspective too much since she was a toxic person, and when she was alive I would not be in contact with her anyway. One of the things Buddhists say sometimes is that if someone dies they don't become a good person just like that. It would seem the case from an LOO perspective that if they are transferred into an indigo ray body temporarily than they would be a lot more saintly, but I feel it is the case that they are still messed up with some of the things they used to think while living. Healing isn't immediate and when healing something it often has to become the only thing we consciously think about for a while. So what I meant to say is perhaps my energy should go other positive things. Just because she's dead it is not clear that dynamic should change.
I had suspected what you said about the grief never ending. I am working from home this week, when I went into work on Monday I just went into the toilet and cried on my break. Full on crying like I have not experienced in this life to memory.
In general I have been looking and thinking of Mediums, but there is more to this. I think part of the reason that I have come back to the Law of One material is that it makes me massively psychic and I can feel a lot about the situation now that I couldn't feel before, since I have been rereading the Law of One. The LOO text itself also gives me insight into the situation. These psychic senses though are not what one would expect. They are not sweet and lovey - dovey.
It seems to me that the Law of One, session 69.6 does in fact state that Wanderers have to return. Also, what is being karmically involved? Session 12.29 offers clues and by the end her life was an absolute mess with a lot of people hurt.
I feel a bit pissed at the idea that there would be another set of incarnations on another planet in 75,000 years since as the Law of One stated, the fifth density wanderers are harvestable to the next density, so we are holding back on that in order to aid the sixth density entities here. I feel that my "wisdom" is at a kind of maddening level and it is time for me to go onto the next density, and it would be unusual if I were to make the choice to stay on another third density incarnation before that harvest. I imagine the relationship between my fifth density self and the sixth density on this planet at the moment is one where these things can be talked out and we almost always make sacrifices for each other. But I feel upset that is the case. I feel the things that we would be karmically forced to repeat are really not that important in the grand scheme of things so to come back just for that is ridiculous. It also strikes me slightly though a lot of us might have to repeat the density just because of the trauma. I see a suicide or vaccine complication (including death) on my twitter every day.
In general, like some of the responses here reflect though, there is very little that we can actually know. I do not know for sure that she will be able to harvest without incident because of some element that the LOO hasn't mentioned.
I know it seems a bit mad but I have a naturally suspicious way of viewing the world. All the people that have told me she is dead are very capable of lying, even habitual liars. I have not met the police or her mother and not been updated on funeral arrangements. I know that seems unlikely but it is part of how I am thinking.
I was not sleeping with her, I can't believe that is even an issue brought up here. I was very clear about what the boundaries are that I wanted to keep our connection a friendship. It was me keeping it in that place that allowed me to be an actual support to her since she once said to me that when she slept with people she became overemotional and the relationship escalated. She was very sexual she did kind of plead a bit for sex and who knows, if we had of had sex she may have stayed. I could have maybe offered sex with her on the condition she doesn't kill herself.
I find it very hard to accept that I should not know what has happened to her and not have answers to these questions. I am growing tired of the ridiculous limitations of some of the population living here that bars so much knowledge from the rest of us. As I said in accord with the Human Design Chart, whose founder changed his name to Ra Uru Hu, and which has a lot of signatures that link it in my opinion to the LOO. The raves of very psychic people will come in in 2027. It is not beyond the capacity of this society to create a system whereby a good understanding of these concepts can be explored with the aid of psychics and things right now.
I am thinking about mediums like I said. Obviously, one of the problems with mediums is charlatans and it seems to me, that if mediums were real they would not be allowed on the Mainstream media. But it is very possible there are those that would have a gift like that. If we lived in a healthy society like I said we should be able to determine which are lying and which are legitimate. But we do not. I have a Christian friend who does not want me to go to a medium and I have been thinking of the Law of Ones guidance where it said that there is the possibility of contact with a negative contact if importance is placed on specific information. A lot of these mediums drop very specific information. So obviously this is an element of it. With the Law of One as a good backbone, perhaps some investigation can be done?
Also, I remember a site that used to link to this one that discouraged psychics called 'Are you living in the light or dancing with the dark', saying that 95% of psychics are connected to demons. It also mentioned that your friends and family intuitively arrive at the right conclusions for free. Something that has come up a few times from those that seem to genuinely care about me is that sometimes people have a problem in their brain that means they are suffering invisibly and this was the case for her. She once said to me that when people try to convince her to not commit suicide it was because they are selfish because they did not understand how much she suffered.
The spirits have amazing ability at foresight so this must have been known when I first met her this is how it would go down!
I am also having a lot of dreams that are guiding me on it. These are EXTREMELY insightful, and I have the sensations I get while praying and things. There is also another element of not trying to get her perspective too much since she was a toxic person, and when she was alive I would not be in contact with her anyway. One of the things Buddhists say sometimes is that if someone dies they don't become a good person just like that. It would seem the case from an LOO perspective that if they are transferred into an indigo ray body temporarily than they would be a lot more saintly, but I feel it is the case that they are still messed up with some of the things they used to think while living. Healing isn't immediate and when healing something it often has to become the only thing we consciously think about for a while. So what I meant to say is perhaps my energy should go other positive things. Just because she's dead it is not clear that dynamic should change.