The great hall

[Phoenix]

Admit that I've always wanted to write down my dreams, but did so only a few times..
Can't believe you've made such an amazing feat, and threw it away ahh. Can I ask why you decided to throw it away? And is it recoverable in any way?
I too have mostly odd dreams, sometimes about death and tortures as you described as well.
The only thing that lingers with me after having such a nightmare is the thought of how glad I am to wake up to a stable and senseful experience.
So it kind of makes me appreciate where I am once I wake up.
Regarding symbolism I am not very good at that, I may have all kinds of symbolic dreams but rarely do I manage to interpret anything useful out of it.

The symbolism from my perspective is kind of not quite symbolism. While it is symbolism there is a kind of intuition that you get when you have worked with dreams for a long time. It becomes that that is the answer and there is no other possible answer. It is hard to describe. It's like if you were to write a story and only one scene comes out. I remember years ago David Wilcock used to say that anyone you ever meet in a dream is never the actual person that you can see, but is actually a metaphor for someone else. Then he used to usually talk about when this happened to him it was actually that person. So he said that when Michael Jackson spoke to him that was really Michael Jackson. This would happen predictably every time he mentioned it in a podcast as though his higher self was thwarting the innaccurate information.


Regardless, it is only recently that my dreams seem to be showing a different individual than the one pictured. Most of the time, when someone is shown in a dream it is actually that person. What I am saying is that sometimes dreams are actually very literal so it is not useful to get hung up on the metaphor element.


I just had a kind of feeling that I should throw away my dream diary's so I did. Terrible waste but at the same time it has been a bit draining transcribing and interpreting what I have I may go a bit mad with more material. I still remember some prime dreams from that time.


After time passes the dreams change with you. So I used to have this thing they did where I would be shown about five different snippets and then they would all link together in a single dream. I started to realise later the dreams were pushing me to link about five dreams together in the same manner. So I was getting dream insights in order to get further dream insights. Some of the supernatural elements though start to feel a bit alien, like positively as though I am dealing with an alien intelligence. These sort of in a same way fit in with the way that the Q posts were encouraged to be interpreted as well. For instance, sometimes I get dreams that I realise I was never meant to interpret. They do not make any sense until later dreams and events come in. But I suppose it allows me to see that there was an element of precognition in events that I was unable to perceive at the time I got the first dream, so it allows me a certain security in seeing that things really are planned.


Also, the more you do it the more realistic they get. A lot of the dreams I had about fighting originally were a whisper. Now if I have a dream about fighting I will be sitting on the bus with a very deep feeling that I had recently been in a fight.