Ra Initiation = Torture?

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Thread: Ra Initiation = Torture?

LeiwoUnion (Offline)

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06-12-2022, 04:35 PM (This post was last modified: 06-12-2022, 04:35 PM by LeiwoUnion.)

Interestingly, the last time I was in a sensory deprivation pod with no sounds I was fortunate enough to find a vague but gripping feeling of pure terror within me. I had been cautiously optimistic about having lost these sensations but there they dwelled. It is truly great to find something clear to work on for a change. The feeling was terrible, though, I felt like suffocating and/or drowning while being paralyzed. I've got glimpses of being stuck underwater in a cave; no way out. I wonder what is the significance of this?