Ra Initiation = Torture?

[Sacred Fool]

I would suppose that if a participant's psyche lived mainly on a yellow-ray level, they would have a mainly yellow-ray experience and be concerned about what others were doing to them, how such an experience was messing up their plans and so forth. And if a participant's psyche were open to the level of spirit, the experience would be mainly spiritual.

I would say that the very same principle applies to those who read this (or any) posting on this website.

The experience of being buried alive can flip the psyche out of its conventional realm of thinking/feeling into a more expansive zone of awareness. As we all know, the internet often does this as well.

Well, on the other hand, maybe on the internet we're mostly just pissing our lives away? Sometimes it can be hard to know for sure. How can we know the difference between yellow ray and spiritual experience? Maybe by discussing it intellectually?