Reconstructing

[aWanderer91]

Welcome here!

My thoughts...on an ego level, a name is "just a label". Is has no meaning in the grand scheme of things. It's part of what I call "object consciousness".

On a soul level, a name is "a tie". It's a vibration. There's a certain amount of bondage tied to a label and I completely understand your reasoning for wanting a new name, regardless of what that reason is.

It goes back to a thread recently I read here, where someone said they don't understand why someone would delete their account. Their argument was, why not just leave it and not log in. I got their argument, but I also understood that why people would want to do this are numerous, but maybe most of all, it's the energetic tie to the account that they want to cut.

I believe it's also the reason why spiritual teachers change their name, of course the new name is of a higher vibration, but they are also cutting the energetic ties of their old name by doing this.

Anywho, welcome, and I did get to read your original post. It was very honest and thoughtful, thank you for your sharing.