Some advice.

[Dtris]

Going to offer a different perspective here.

Night terrors are normal for children, as is sleep walking.

Siblings can be horrible to each other. Literally the oldest story on the planet.

Friends who do black magic? Lots of people say they do, maybe 1 out of 100 of those who claim to do black magic actually know what they are doing or have put in the effort to have real skill.

I say the above because you are responsible for placing the importance on those events, and the interpretation. You say you do not have soul contracts, or that you didn't agree or want all the negativity and negative attention. We create our own reality, and the experience you desire is what you will have. This is repeated often by Hatonn before the Ra contact. What is important to understand is that what is truly desired is very rarely what the conscious mind thinks it desires.

I would also urge you to go back and read over your OP and look at the language you use and themes, especially relating to the self and how it is presented and the relationship with other selves and how it is presented. If you keep an open mind you may find some insight into your own biases.