05-02-2022, 09:16 AM
I never noticed your story was posted until today, I’m sorry I never got a chance to read it until now.
I can relate deeply to a lot of aspects of your story, as mushrooms helped me connect to my true self as well. I understand it’s a matter of how you use them to, as I knew so many people who took them to party. I never understood how you could feel like partying in that state of mind, it feels like the intensity of the energies would be too much, but maybe that’s just me?
I used mushrooms for the first time 4 years ago, and they helped me to connect to that feeling, the one that becomes a knowing… a knowing you can’t quite put words to, or if you do, they feel like they fall so short on how that experience actually felt like. That knowing, connecting to that feeling in any way, opens up your heart again, it helps you find that strength that you realize is not only within you, it IS you, and then you can keep going when everything feels like it’s too much for your heart to take. But even with that feeling, your logical mind comes in, along with the veil, and creates avenues of confusion and doubt. It’s part of the challenge, as it’s something you have to just take on faith and pure emotions, and allow your mind to explore anyways. Your mind always wants to improve itself, so it keeps us on our toes. It’s why I think 3rd density is so intense for learning.
I have experienced similar things, when you were seeing the flower of life pattern mapped over the universe. I am not scientific at all (I love it but can’t explain it easily), so I think I interpret it differently, as it feels like I can see and feel the energetic pattern of everything instead of a blueprint. I think it’s what all entities can see/feel in time/space, manifesting itself in a way that speaks to you here in third density. These are just some of the feelings that arise when thinking about this experience, but your own interpretations will be far stronger, as I can tell you’ve put a lot of heart into figuring out who you are. As we all do who are on this journey, because we can feel how strongly that pull is, to know ourselves, so we can be more of service.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful experience, and I wish you love & light on your journey from this point forward.
I can relate deeply to a lot of aspects of your story, as mushrooms helped me connect to my true self as well. I understand it’s a matter of how you use them to, as I knew so many people who took them to party. I never understood how you could feel like partying in that state of mind, it feels like the intensity of the energies would be too much, but maybe that’s just me?
I used mushrooms for the first time 4 years ago, and they helped me to connect to that feeling, the one that becomes a knowing… a knowing you can’t quite put words to, or if you do, they feel like they fall so short on how that experience actually felt like. That knowing, connecting to that feeling in any way, opens up your heart again, it helps you find that strength that you realize is not only within you, it IS you, and then you can keep going when everything feels like it’s too much for your heart to take. But even with that feeling, your logical mind comes in, along with the veil, and creates avenues of confusion and doubt. It’s part of the challenge, as it’s something you have to just take on faith and pure emotions, and allow your mind to explore anyways. Your mind always wants to improve itself, so it keeps us on our toes. It’s why I think 3rd density is so intense for learning.
I have experienced similar things, when you were seeing the flower of life pattern mapped over the universe. I am not scientific at all (I love it but can’t explain it easily), so I think I interpret it differently, as it feels like I can see and feel the energetic pattern of everything instead of a blueprint. I think it’s what all entities can see/feel in time/space, manifesting itself in a way that speaks to you here in third density. These are just some of the feelings that arise when thinking about this experience, but your own interpretations will be far stronger, as I can tell you’ve put a lot of heart into figuring out who you are. As we all do who are on this journey, because we can feel how strongly that pull is, to know ourselves, so we can be more of service.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful experience, and I wish you love & light on your journey from this point forward.
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