Being a wanderer...

[aWanderer91]

I've just been so markedly different since I was a child, not so much as feeling I was separate to everything, but the different states of consciousness I would experience (mostly constant bliss), the overwhelming love I felt for all and my ability to enter the now was quite a different way of living compared to how I recognised others to be living. So to discover I was a wanderer was not something new in a sense, it was something I naturally accepted and it helped me to understand who I was. I knew from a young age I wasn't an ego, that there was no "me" to identity with, I was just a blank canvass of awareness and without the spiritual information to go with that, it left me with an identity crises.

I feel in your case, you have been given the catalyst and lessons to face up to being a wanderer, to own it and to have acceptance in that. In my case, I feel like life has been knocking me down from the heavens, that my ignorance towards the world while living in the natural constant bliss that I use to live in will not get me very far in terms of my mission here.

But I feel we meet in the middle in terms of the goal is to recognise who and what we are, to remain vigilant as you say and never forget the huge responsibility we carry here. To live carefully and mindfully seems to be the best way forward, and to find our home in the now which in turn allows us to return to purity and innocence seems to be our greatest ally and defense.