The current Ukraine crisis...

[IndigoSalvia]

I many times read these passages and think that it all sounds so complicated, orderly, like an infinitely complex ritual of serving others, finding love in each interaction and moment. I've come to the conclusion that it's the language. When I withraw within, I 'see' these concepts with my spirit; it is the simplest thing in the universe, for it is the nature of the Creat-insertpropersuffix, nature of us, nature of One. When I'm back, I can only remember it was easy and simple, but again begin to get confused by our language constructs.

Me too. Especially in meditation and still, quiet moments, I have brief sensations of blissful clarity -- and it's simple, as you say. Then, I slip back into the veiled existence where it is foggy. And, my language and conceptual constructs seem so constraining, inadequate to express the nature of Oneness. 

This physical reality is so thick and so easy for me to get lost within, or perhaps succumb to. This veil - this 3D system (language, concepts, organization, narratives, stories, characters/roles, etc.) - is replete with illusions of separation. I often feel like I have one foot in the physical and one foot in the spiritual, trying to be in both simultaneously. 

I have no certain knowledge if I am working with 3D and/or 4D energies. I feel like I am working with 4D. My only "proof" (for myself) is this spontaneous, boundless and unfettered love within me in unexpected moments, where there previously was none within me. Or, this overwhelming love seems to be displacing pockets of anger, suspicion, fear, judgment, etc. within me. 

And, I follow the role model that is this Great Love. Perhaps in pursuit of it, I then look for it in more unexpected places and moments I encounter. And, when I look for it, I find it. Or, when I seek it, alas, there it is ... it is manifest. This I understand as the Creator/Creation-ship in each and all of us. It is a seamless moment, an instantaneous moment of seeking/manifesting.