Like a misplaced puzzle piece

[tadeus]

I feel like you Diana, like a rebel. I don't want to fit in to society. I don't want to work in a cubicle, I don't want to wear trendy clothes, or drive like a really nice car. I do feel that, and yet, what I'm speaking of doesn't seem to have anything to do with any of that. Maybe?

Perhaps, I'm not looking to "fit in" in the traditional sense, but I might be looking for connection, is what I've deduced today. Maybe they're intimately related, I don't know.

That sounds very familiar.

Maybe it is helpful to think about the difference between the two words Anarchy vs Anomie.
I prefer to use the word anarchist in the positive sense and not the (now common) sense, the word has been deformed.

As nouns the difference between anarchy and anomie

is that anarchy is (uncountable) the state of a society being without authorities or an authoritative governing body while anomie is alienation or social instability caused by erosion of standards and values.