challenges

[seren88]

Ola,

This thread is super interesting, I find it fascinating how much our experiences vary in this.

I believe that there are different variables here which influence contact/the need to challenge.

These are my personal opinions based on my own experiences and the knowledge I have learned so far.

Since I was a child I've been aware of negative entities and quite fearful of them. The circles/people I spoke with when I was old enough generally held the belief that there was no such thing, and love and positivity would protect you. (I think this is true to some degree, but did not agree with negative entities not existing at all).

Fear strengthens them, and my lack of understanding as to what they were fuelled my fear. Knowledge gave me more power, understanding my part in the attraction helped. When I was at my lowest points, negative greetings were at their most frequent and most intense- generally in the form of a fear inducing psychic attack. I see it as my overall vibration- being lower/denser/more negative in my own thoughts- put me in a closer range to them, or more closely matched their energy/frequency. (We all assign different meaning to different words in this area so try not to get caught up on my words).

I think that your physical health/body being depleted can also create a vibratory match/opening.

But, I also think that when you're relatively balanced in these areas, they can also be equally as attracted to your glowing light as we so often hear about, but in this instance you've got less openings, and are just harder to 'reach'. I think you'r light is always quite bright, but your vibration can vary based on the variables Im trying to convey here. All of this can be perhaps outside of your conscious thoughts/efforts to protect yourself and challenges you deliberately put up/send out.

I don't really specifically remember what happened in these occurrences when I was very young- I remember what frightened me, but I don't remember how those events stopped, I assume I was protected by a guide/energy.

As I got into my teens/ before I really started reading any spiritual material, I instinctively would visualise a white light, and started using the Lords Prayer in my late teens- this for some reason unbeknown to me- has a super strong deterrent affect. I am not religious at all, I've been paralysed by fear so intensely at times I was unable to speak aloud, and so I would recite it in my head, and sometimes it took one recital, but always by the 3rd time the contact would back right off and leave.

I've always been drawn to the idea of the Arch Angels and more than once I've called out for Michael, and felt instant relief.

I don't know if it's my intention and faith which is symbolised by the act of using the prayer or calling out to an 'Angel' which is doing the work here, or if an actual positive entity is responding to my call and assisting me, or if it's an energy of sort that I am tuning into in those moments. I genuinely don't know, it's probably a mix of everything.


After reading the Ra material, and gaining so much understanding (but still barely none), I've rarely had a contact so intense that I've needed to pray for help like that. I can generally deal with the rare instances this now happens my self and feel like I can push back any unwanted energies using my own will. Maybe that's what was happening all along, but I needed the belief that it was someone/something else helping me.

Now, I get that in the grand scheme of things, we are all one, and there is no real polarity in the end, but negative contact is a very real thing for lots of people in 3D. Confusion is easily manipulated from the veil and fear is easily amplified. We don't even understand how own minds work, let alone how invisible energies can influence it.

RABMLE- apologies, back to the point I was actually trying to get at- since reading the Ra material, when I am trying to consciously connect with whatever manifestation of the creator, I state that I only accept contact from energies/beings that are of service to others- and ask for Michael to prevent any other attempts of contact in line with my will.

Again, whether he is an actual being that is there, or an energy/thought form I draw upon, the intentions in my energy/aura are clear and this acts as a barrier (i think).

When I use the term 'contact'- I am not implying that I am able to have conversations with beings, I am not. Most of my experiences like this are random.

Just thought I would share my thoughts/ideas around this.


Love and Light xx