A way of being...

[aWanderer91]

Beautiful stuff, Indigo, and it seems you have quite the wisdom upon navigating yourself and gently nudging your mind it takes plenty of awareness just to do this.

I don't have any issue with my mind, in terms of sitting and feeling extremely frustrated etc, it's more that forcing myself to sit takes me out of my flow and natural soul stream. It creates blockages rather than unblocking the love/light of the creator. I wanted to make a post as I can't be the only soul who experiences this, and it seems I'm not.

I've heard Mooji say before that lots of resistance is caused on the meditation cushion, I know Eckhart Tolle lives as a way of being in contrast to structured meditation and I've heard Adyashanti say that "just sitting" is all he can endorse as that way one will know when to get up. (He clearly doesn't think much of having a timer).

We are all unique and meditation and its benefits are quite clear for all to see, I'm certainly not against it, but ultimately we are meditating to become aware. I'm aware already and find it much more helpful to allow life to take its course, against the structure and routine of meditation.