02-07-2022, 08:25 AM
Hi Jeremy,
This is such an honest post from you, and as a man you should feel proud of yourself for all you've been through and for opening up to us all.
Firstly, it sounds like you've been trying to man manage everything for so long, trying to keep things upright etc. This definitely leads to emotional exhaustion and spiritual burnout. Are you able to allow and accept the way life has gone for you?
Your daughter is lucky to have you, a working father who despite the pitfalls he's been through, he's still there and maintains himself enough to be present in her life. But are you able to realise how lucky you are to have her too? I'm sure she has lots to teach you in terms of what unconditional love means and it sounds like you still haven't quite accepted that you have a daughter and she's here now.
Lastly, if you're feeling exhausted after loving then it could be that you are forcing love from yellow ray. Love from the heart is gentle, kind and leaves no regrets no matter how things turn out in my opinion. Love from green ray is natural, unconditional and organic, but of course we can still feel exhausted after a tumultuous relationship even if our love has been from the heart. Maybe you could question where you are loving from, and if you are feeling depleted after giving love (energetically I mean) then it's quite possible you are giving love from the wrong place.
You have much support here and you have great awareness of your life and it's pitfalls, being aware of it all is a great step on the road of transformation.
Sending you love and light and I wish you all the best buddy
This is such an honest post from you, and as a man you should feel proud of yourself for all you've been through and for opening up to us all.
Firstly, it sounds like you've been trying to man manage everything for so long, trying to keep things upright etc. This definitely leads to emotional exhaustion and spiritual burnout. Are you able to allow and accept the way life has gone for you?
Your daughter is lucky to have you, a working father who despite the pitfalls he's been through, he's still there and maintains himself enough to be present in her life. But are you able to realise how lucky you are to have her too? I'm sure she has lots to teach you in terms of what unconditional love means and it sounds like you still haven't quite accepted that you have a daughter and she's here now.
Lastly, if you're feeling exhausted after loving then it could be that you are forcing love from yellow ray. Love from the heart is gentle, kind and leaves no regrets no matter how things turn out in my opinion. Love from green ray is natural, unconditional and organic, but of course we can still feel exhausted after a tumultuous relationship even if our love has been from the heart. Maybe you could question where you are loving from, and if you are feeling depleted after giving love (energetically I mean) then it's quite possible you are giving love from the wrong place.
You have much support here and you have great awareness of your life and it's pitfalls, being aware of it all is a great step on the road of transformation.
Sending you love and light and I wish you all the best buddy
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