I have forgotten how to love

[tadeus]

So I guess I’m looking for advice from anyone who has gone through such struggles and how they overcame them. 

Thanks.

Questions / statements of this kind are not unknown to me.

We live in a time of extreme trials.
A logical examination shows that in the last decades everything has been done to destroy the cohesion in the tribes / families and to promote a self-centered way of acting. Care is institutionalized and measured in dollars.

We are caught up in an ever-increasing struggle for existence, so that there is hardly any space or time left for reflection or alternative approaches / solutions.

Here only helps to recognize the situation and to pull an emergency brake.
To reflect about what is really important to you and to act accordingly.
This may generally help to break the vicious circle.