12-11-2021, 03:36 PM
Hmm, tadeus, interesting talk. My brain could barely hold it (if it even did). I could follow it cognitively, but experiencing it is a different matter altogether. It seemed to take me to a realm of pure consciousness beyond all of the 3D experiences that seem so vivid to my MBS.
In my contemplation of Law of One recently, I have been playing with the concept of Oneness. My understanding of Oneness is going to a place where my abilities become clumsy, and it's all pure speculation.
For instance, in reading most of Ra material in the past, I felt "ground underneath me" so to speak. I understood that I was made of the fabric (rough, impure though it was) of the Creator, and that I was, in some way, separate from the Creator. I could also see that Our collective being-ness (the Creator/Creation) could be in two different states: a) manifest/separate (the illusion of being a separate entity in a density), or b) un-manifest/unified. I had the distinct sense that I (3D version of me) was moving toward something that lay beyond me (and still do). (illusion of separation)
So, We (Creation) are the Creator, albeit in manifest, separate form. And the Creator is Us, albeit in unified, unmanifest form. Does it have to be that We are in either one state or the other? Could We (the 1ICC) be in both simultaneously (both/and, instead of either/or)?
That called me to explore the terms STO and STS. Those terms themselves reinforce a nature of separateness with the use of "others" and "self." And, that had given me comfort, something I could grasp. But, then I lost my firm grasp on separateness.
If I see that, in truth, We are one and infinite - both the Creator and the Creation - where do I find myself? There is no "other" as different from "self"? Huh? Well, then, is there both a whole perspective and an infinite parts perspective? How do I (3D me) serve the whole, the part(s)? The distinctions started to break down, or I lost my grasp on them. In a sense, all of it is "knowing Ourself."
The visual I got is an infinitely-faceted diamond of light/energy. We are both the one, whole diamond (= the Creator) and a collective of infinite facets (= the Creation). In this light/energy diamond, we can be seen to be having both experiences - manifest and un-manifest, or separation and unity - simultaneously. Energy coalesces or repels as it will. This illustrates the Creator knowing itself as the Creation. (Here, I asked myself, what is the purpose of the Creator knowing itself?)
When I zoom in on my 3D self, and all of the perceived other-selves here with me, I can see us as 'expressed' or 'coalesced' facets of the One-ness that we also are.
When I zoom out on our One-ness, and view Us as One, infinitely-faceted being of energy, I see lots of other 1ICCs, our siblings, which coalesce together and repel into separateness. Our 1ICC is like an atom within an infinite ocean of atoms. It (the energy) can "separate" and "unify" via attraction/repulsion.
I find myself lost to make sense of it all. I am confused because I feel both separation and unity when I contemplate Law of One. Being 3D, I am more comfortable (in the sense that I can grasp it) in a state of separation. Yet, part of my consciousness seems to gravitate toward sensing a state of unity, but I can't hold it there, I can't stay and "be" there, if that makes any sense. Perhaps this is my sensation of the veil that I'm running into?
I have found myself in a terrain of both this (separation) and that (one-ness), and here more questions arise in me. It's confusing and invigorating.
Here's an excerpt from Q'uo: https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/2021/1105
In my contemplation of Law of One recently, I have been playing with the concept of Oneness. My understanding of Oneness is going to a place where my abilities become clumsy, and it's all pure speculation.
For instance, in reading most of Ra material in the past, I felt "ground underneath me" so to speak. I understood that I was made of the fabric (rough, impure though it was) of the Creator, and that I was, in some way, separate from the Creator. I could also see that Our collective being-ness (the Creator/Creation) could be in two different states: a) manifest/separate (the illusion of being a separate entity in a density), or b) un-manifest/unified. I had the distinct sense that I (3D version of me) was moving toward something that lay beyond me (and still do). (illusion of separation)
So, We (Creation) are the Creator, albeit in manifest, separate form. And the Creator is Us, albeit in unified, unmanifest form. Does it have to be that We are in either one state or the other? Could We (the 1ICC) be in both simultaneously (both/and, instead of either/or)?
That called me to explore the terms STO and STS. Those terms themselves reinforce a nature of separateness with the use of "others" and "self." And, that had given me comfort, something I could grasp. But, then I lost my firm grasp on separateness.
If I see that, in truth, We are one and infinite - both the Creator and the Creation - where do I find myself? There is no "other" as different from "self"? Huh? Well, then, is there both a whole perspective and an infinite parts perspective? How do I (3D me) serve the whole, the part(s)? The distinctions started to break down, or I lost my grasp on them. In a sense, all of it is "knowing Ourself."
The visual I got is an infinitely-faceted diamond of light/energy. We are both the one, whole diamond (= the Creator) and a collective of infinite facets (= the Creation). In this light/energy diamond, we can be seen to be having both experiences - manifest and un-manifest, or separation and unity - simultaneously. Energy coalesces or repels as it will. This illustrates the Creator knowing itself as the Creation. (Here, I asked myself, what is the purpose of the Creator knowing itself?)
When I zoom in on my 3D self, and all of the perceived other-selves here with me, I can see us as 'expressed' or 'coalesced' facets of the One-ness that we also are.
When I zoom out on our One-ness, and view Us as One, infinitely-faceted being of energy, I see lots of other 1ICCs, our siblings, which coalesce together and repel into separateness. Our 1ICC is like an atom within an infinite ocean of atoms. It (the energy) can "separate" and "unify" via attraction/repulsion.
I find myself lost to make sense of it all. I am confused because I feel both separation and unity when I contemplate Law of One. Being 3D, I am more comfortable (in the sense that I can grasp it) in a state of separation. Yet, part of my consciousness seems to gravitate toward sensing a state of unity, but I can't hold it there, I can't stay and "be" there, if that makes any sense. Perhaps this is my sensation of the veil that I'm running into?
I have found myself in a terrain of both this (separation) and that (one-ness), and here more questions arise in me. It's confusing and invigorating.
Here's an excerpt from Q'uo: https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/2021/1105
Quote:Q'uo: You have within your own being the completed essence of the One Creator that gives you the impetus to move in a fashion which uses polarity for a certain amount of what you would call time. As you experience the ascending progress through each of the densities of love and light, there is for each entity the appearance of polarity that might be utilized in a certain fashion to accelerate this journey.
Rather than resting within the inner planes of all creation, this is a journey which you have consciously chosen to take, to see, and feel, and be the One Creator that you so ardently seek when you are within the polarized realms of experience. This is a process that has a certain rhythm to it so that you are able to move your mind, your body, and your spirit in a certain fashion that allows you to become part of the illusion of separation that is, in truth, only a means towards an end of giving the One Infinite Creator more and more ways in which, it might experience Itself and know Itself through all of your actions, your choices, your thoughts, and your very being.
This is a noble journey that you make to feel, and see, and be the individualized portion of the One Creator which has the ability to experience the illusion of clarity, the illusion of separation. We call these the illusion, for in truth, as you are now and have always been, you are the One Creator who has this infinite ability to give meaning to any choice that you may make upon your spiritual path. All of these choices are means by which you come to know more and more. The nature of the One Creator as being unity. The quality of all of the creation that this One Creator has created in order that it might through each of you dance to the tune of seeming separation, and then become more and more aware of the unity of all things as the dance continues through each ascending density. This is the play. This is the dance. This is the experience of the One, in each portion of its beingness, that each of you represent as you move upon your spiritual path in each ascending level of experience.