Worship?

[IndigoSalvia]

Addressing another note, I don't care about harvest. I may leave this life and see it from another perspective, but down here in the trenches under the veil I think it was a bad idea to veil this density just because entities weren't evolving fast enough. It is very hard to see the suffering that results from it. And to what end? To serve the Creator? I don't see why a timeless, infinite source would care whether a M/B/S entity took thousands of or a trillion years to advance. Just my current thinking on that matter. The harvest will be what it will be. The complication of the veil I think is what has prevented "successful" harvests in the past. It also seems counter to free will. But since I am under a cosmic veil, my musings on this subject are likely as ignorant as the mindsets of those who follow religions blindly. 

And yet, it is fun to canvass perhaps unknowable things even if we find ourselves laughing at ourselves when we are on the other side of that veil. 

After reading pre- and post-veil, I developed questions about the purpose (cosmic costs/benefits ... ha ha) of the veil, as well. I understand Ra's explanation, but ... 

As you aptly point out, my thoughts are still those of a 3D entity under a veil. Perhaps the Logos will revise the veil after this octave? 

To placate my nagging questions, I back my perspective way out and remind myself that we, the 1ICC (one/infinite creator/creation), are knowing ourselves (in infinite ways), meandering to and fro, and slowly gravitating toward one end of the spectrum, or the other. It doesn't placate my MBS entirely, because I still feel suffering on this planet intensely. I try to balance my hyper-compassion with heart-wisdom. 

The collective that we are - the 1ICC - is still refining itself. For some reason, this is comforting to me. 

I would not say that my 3D eyes are solely fixed on the prize (harvest), either. I see my work as being a 3D emissary to my self/whole (soul stream). We each determine how best to do that, given our pre-incarnative and incarnative choices. That's a hard thing for me to hold given the myriad choices that we 3D entities make (very much including myself here). 

I try to gaze into the collective heart, and underneath all of the 3D "noise." When I smile or help people, and receive the same from others, it serves as a reminder of what Ra said: it just seems that humans are more STS than STO. I speculate that separation, division, control, etc. (STS) gets more airtime than the compassion, sharing, generosity of spirit, etc. (STO). And, maybe that's okay in a sense, maybe that's the mirror that we need to continue to make choices.