03-02-2011, 09:19 AM
Thank you all my dear friends. You rcomments really help.
When i think about it, i never had a real "mate" in life. Every relationship with the opposite sex that i had was really short and wasnt motivated by love but by sexual desire.
I was never in love... But then again, im just 21 years old. I had many experiences with girls but having something like a girlfriend which i can share my love with...never. I think that is one of the things i need in order to heal my heart.
I really got to make the decision and go see a doctor even though this thought is kind of scary to me.
When i think about it, i never had a real "mate" in life. Every relationship with the opposite sex that i had was really short and wasnt motivated by love but by sexual desire.
I was never in love... But then again, im just 21 years old. I had many experiences with girls but having something like a girlfriend which i can share my love with...never. I think that is one of the things i need in order to heal my heart.
I really got to make the decision and go see a doctor even though this thought is kind of scary to me.