Feeling the transformation process

[tadeus]

That's it Tadeus. Some people feel the connection their whole lives and some (like me) had to have the ego death occur first. It's taken me so long to wake up but luckily I still have more life ahead of me than behind me.

The last two days I meditated on the healing of the Earth. Putting my right hand on the Earth after calling in energy from my left, through the chakras as Ra stated. Shortly after the 2nd working yesterday I got quite sick and I can't help but wonder if this is what the Earth feels like in its transformation. There's so many factors to consider and nothing to bounce it off of but faith itself.

Connecting with Gaia and the living environment often gives a certain feeling of suffer or pain, but there is no real awareness of the surrounding second density what is going on.

It's possible to concentrate on the positive aspects of life and to reflect the consciousness of being one and love for the wonderful aspects of life.
That seems to be a way to give our love / light to the planet / sphere and maybe into the group consciousness of the third density.