Be Careful What you Wish For

[Sacred Fool]

 
Dtris, if you survive this thing, please let us know how much weight you lose, if any.  (It would be quite ironic if the answer is "none.')

Actually, the real thing I want to say is this.  Now that you feel your wishes and your outcomes have some fair degree of alignment, perhaps you can now more effectively use this in the affirmative, rather than for accidentally negative outcomes?  Maybe you could now become a saint and be a deep source of love and healing for those around, for example?  I don't know what your spiritual ambitions are, but maybe this experience will help propel you in those directions?  But please remember, do be careful what you wish for.