How I found the Ra Material

[octavius1972]

Welcome Octavius. I resonated with your inquiry/lamentation "The main question I was asking was about why God did not preserve for us a clear document about our origins as humane race." It sent me down a small line of contemplation myself about the nature of the third density.

Hi Steppingfeet ,

Thank you for your thoughts about my spiritual journey. As you mentioned, may be before this encarnation I planned with my higher self to be a member of the Watchtower Society so as to learn some lessons. In fact, my family suffered by terrible discussions, because my father became a Jehovah's Witness before my birth and one of my sisters followed him. My mother rejected and hated this cult. However, my sister taught me the Jehovah's Witness doctrine since I was a child, although my mother prohibited that religion for me. Nevertheless I decided to be baptised at 20 years old. I thought that this organization was the only one which had the right interpretation of the Bible. So, I wanted to obey the governing body of this organization without questioning it (the governing body is considered as chosen by Christ in 1919 as his only channel of comunication with humans). However, 15 years ago I could open my mind so as to read the history of this cult and the Church history too (by reading the Church Fathers). I became vey confused because I noticed that the first four centuries of the Church were a mess, where any Bible text was used as a cause of division and political conflicts between christians. Then, I realized that the cult I was practicing was and is a very legalistic christian system where many Bible texts are misinterpreted and used to mentally enslave the members. So I mentally awoke and left the organization ( now the organization considers me as an apostate as anyone who no longer believes that this organization is the truth), but it put me in a doctrinal vacuum. So I could not understand God. I asked me why God did it for us. Why God let these religions to propagate so many lies and confusion and suffering. Accordingly, I was agnostic for some years hating the Bible and all things related. Nonetheless, the pandemic did some good things, because I had time to get spiritual information, as the Law of One and the Quo transcriptions. Now I am in a deep peace with my self, and many answers have been given to me in this materials. As you note, the 3D veil, though may be a cause of confusion, is a necessary tool for our spiritual evolution. (just in case, I could convince my sister of the real intentions of the Watchtower Society , and she left this organization too, now she is also interested in the Law of One). I think that the fourth density vibrations are getting these results too.