07-29-2021, 05:14 AM
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Quote:Thus if your goal is to polarize towards STS, fighting is the preferred option.
The goal is to win first, polarization being just a mere tool to achieve that, it is to me (in my distortion) *stupid* to discard an effective weapon because it burns. That's the very purpose of a weapon, to burn.
Quote:Using 'love as a weapon' will weaken you, from STS perspective, and polarize you more and more towards STO.
Yes, this, the very thing. You are near what I wanted to point out, fear, they fear losing connection to their polarity *see* how effective it is. I do not fear, I know what I am and which I am not.
Other STS in the pretense of being strong are just that *fearful* but they want to pass it as being *careful* .
In this forum I saw a lot of post from those who said that they are oriented STO. Post written with the goal to scare anyone attempting to follow STS path. They think that they are offering choice and information, but their post disseminate fear. The more adept STO have understood this and with wisdom tried to point out how this act is insidious by nature. But those who wrote those post do not realize how they are already well on their STS path, using manipulation through FEAR & CONTROL (*SADISTIC LAUGH*).
Congratulations, not that I care. But the Oedipal nature of your actions is a dramatic masochism on yourself that is pleasurable to perceive and learn from. You are already enslaving others which is the natural course of existence. And the more adept STO won't save you because you know deep down that if it wasn't for fear you would have chosen the opposite path. What is holding you back ? Not that I care but permit me to say that you are weak, choosing a path out of fear (*LAUGHING HARDER*).
Quote:Other STSes are actually much lower risk prey.
Too much mingling with STOs can potentially depolarize you from STS polarity.
I'll explain my distortion toward love/light/darkness.
Let use the life of the one named Genghis Khan, the main motivation of his at first was love, saving his woman, offering a better future for his loved ones. Yet contrary to other selves, he understood that peace come at a price war and that to achieve his victory he had to dissociate with love not eradicate it because it is an impossible endeavor and that which is an STS dilemma. By dissociating with love for a time, one can access the alluring power of the absence of love just like cold is produced through the absence of fire. STS work is not a work of overwhelming power but precise focal use of power. I use cold in my refrigerator to selectively conserve some goods. whereas heat is everywhere. I do not need to freeze the universe but just to remove the heat at strategic point.
Temüjin was deeply distressed by the abduction of his wife and remarked that his bed “was made empty” and his breast was “torn apart”.[2] He was [i]determined to bring Börte back (love), and rescued her several months later with the aid of his allies Wang Khan and Jamukha. Some scholars describe this event as one of the key crossroads in Temüjin's life, which moved him along the path towards becoming a conqueror.[3][4] [/i]
Wikipedia source.
He was an evolved STS, people picture STS going around and just mindlessly destroying everything around (some do) but some are most subtle at that. The core tenet of STS is hierarchy and organization not just mindless destruction.
Most of STO picture STS as explosive volcanos, I offer an other picture. Imagine the widest and deepest Ocean and has you sail it, you are allured by the voices of the mermaid to follow them deep down and be drown. Or Imagine a full Ocean of lava instead of just explosive supernova, or even a lac of poison. What I want you to understand is stillness the one named Genghis achieved. Another one who achieved it was named Khadafi. The potential offered by STS is limitless in its application.
Quote:Starting from 'despising' them (which is 'good' from STS perspective) and gradually becoming more fond and sympathetic towards STOs (which is 'bad' from STS perspective).
That is how you build antibodies, jokes aside, my STS path hasn't been triggered by mere impulses but by understanding and acceptation that if I have to protect which is of interest to me and further my agenda (of many types of abuse), I need to enslave (which in my distortion is domination & control) other"s".
It is hard to explain the feeling of it, but you find form of ecstatic alignment with self in stillness sadism and control.
It is difficult for you to feel because you've all grown in the matrix, (by "you" I do not mean "you" literally ).
You know the Truth, I don't pretend to know the truth, I know the falsity which bring me closer to the truth. But how can you prove that what is your truth is exactly the Truth ? I know I can't. I will never attempt to. I only stick to use which is of use to me and discard which is not.
Simply put, I am very determined, driven.