07-26-2021, 01:01 PM
Basically I see things as useful or useless, every time I see what you call good I see hypocrisy.
An exemple of that will be all of you wanting the world to get better and exchanging information on a device called computer made of INNOCENT BLOOD. For you as long as you don't kill directly the killing do not exist. Whereas I am aware of the killing and I shamelessly use computer to further my advancement. I accept which you do not, I am already a criminal by association, my very existence in flesh is equivalent to the many deaths that are required to sustain me 'through food, materials taken from trees animals etc.) I don't soothe myself with rhetorical hypocrisy or pretense of spirituality. The fact that a computer is useful to you is the reason why you use it despite knowing what implies the possession of one.
I can feel their screams and pains. Those who serves you as dishes, skin for shoes, tress for chair pencil (they are alive too) etc.
I learned to be indifferent as I grew, to accept it as life, I could've been a cow but I am not. Dissociation from Other selves ? Let me laugh.
Every time you are suffering from others you are given the opportunity to change your fate in one way or an another.
For example the history of those that you call blacks who were raped, killed, tortured as slave and still are. They had many opportunities to turn the tide but chose not to. You don't see it because they didn't enact their might and chose to be the sacrificial lamb for us to live well. One of the instance was when the one named Toussaint Louverture chose not to genocide mixed race people and chose to negotiate peace with the one named Bonaparte. This was an opportunity to change the tide of suffering, if the STS choice would've been made in this instance history would've been different, France would've been at loss fighting in too many fronts. That's why I cannot pity someone who suffers because suffering to me is not taking advantage of the game holes. It's just projecting your low skills on unfairness.
Now concerning those of whom you call black, some are coming to the realization that STS is in a way much more effective than the other part, the one named Mugabe helped in that sense, the one named Mandela too. This offer a window for a bloody future yours or theirs.
I have (positive) feelings but I selectively choose how they are expressed, I enjoy my enemies pain, torture and desolation. Yes, very saadistic I love being grateful about that. I also enjoy art and what you called expression of love and good actions sometimes (Hitler had a dog too, I don't think he choked his). I am aware that I am where I am as an effect of some people helping me, others have been useful to me and I am grateful (in a sense for that) but I Also understand my place and role in life which is to dominate and to win.
I like to use the analogy of an eagle who throw its offspring (this is help as I see it) the act of being thrown is dangerous, the risk is death, the reward is Apex. The eagle loves his offspring doesn't it ? This is STS path, in my understanding of the distortion I chose to perceive of it.
Once you are an eagle except your offsprings or other eagles, everyone is just prey or maybe species that you must avoid because they are other apex. And I am blessed that I am surrounded by so many enemies and "prey" but I leave the choice to others of either to submit or being destroyed. I am at the stage when I am gathering power both politically scientifically and spiritually to polarize even more.
Understand everything is war and the consciousness of it, human life is warfare the very fact that you don't experience it daily doesn't mean that it's not the case, for every second of your peace there are countless deaths going on(Irak, Afghanistan, Syria), the soil is pumped, ocean ravaged, trees destroyed and this is the divine plan, every thing shall serve humans, that is what gives you the luxury of playing the moralizer. Every thing shall serve my group hence everything shall serve my offspring, brothers and sister of kind hence everything shall serve me.
I Believe that I am one of God chosen one, her spoiled child, everything is mine. I deserve that. I am unstoppable, harvest or not. I'll haverst myself for the matter I don't need your so called groups whatever side it is, I'll create my own group with my own rules and turn your so called higher STO densities into prey for you to see that they bleed and for you to understand your place, just be Obedient. But I am not stupid everything requires planning and patience, might and prestance, they are formidable opponent so I guess it is rare for a predator to go against stronger preys. Look at the mighty lions they hunt in group against weaker animals than them. But I am a different kind I'll hunt an elephant in sea, a whale on the surface yeah competitive advantage.
In summary this is how I view life, GOD GIVES, I TAKE, SHAMELESSLY, UNAPOLOGETICALLY.
An exemple of that will be all of you wanting the world to get better and exchanging information on a device called computer made of INNOCENT BLOOD. For you as long as you don't kill directly the killing do not exist. Whereas I am aware of the killing and I shamelessly use computer to further my advancement. I accept which you do not, I am already a criminal by association, my very existence in flesh is equivalent to the many deaths that are required to sustain me 'through food, materials taken from trees animals etc.) I don't soothe myself with rhetorical hypocrisy or pretense of spirituality. The fact that a computer is useful to you is the reason why you use it despite knowing what implies the possession of one.
I can feel their screams and pains. Those who serves you as dishes, skin for shoes, tress for chair pencil (they are alive too) etc.
I learned to be indifferent as I grew, to accept it as life, I could've been a cow but I am not. Dissociation from Other selves ? Let me laugh.
Every time you are suffering from others you are given the opportunity to change your fate in one way or an another.
For example the history of those that you call blacks who were raped, killed, tortured as slave and still are. They had many opportunities to turn the tide but chose not to. You don't see it because they didn't enact their might and chose to be the sacrificial lamb for us to live well. One of the instance was when the one named Toussaint Louverture chose not to genocide mixed race people and chose to negotiate peace with the one named Bonaparte. This was an opportunity to change the tide of suffering, if the STS choice would've been made in this instance history would've been different, France would've been at loss fighting in too many fronts. That's why I cannot pity someone who suffers because suffering to me is not taking advantage of the game holes. It's just projecting your low skills on unfairness.
Now concerning those of whom you call black, some are coming to the realization that STS is in a way much more effective than the other part, the one named Mugabe helped in that sense, the one named Mandela too. This offer a window for a bloody future yours or theirs.
I have (positive) feelings but I selectively choose how they are expressed, I enjoy my enemies pain, torture and desolation. Yes, very saadistic I love being grateful about that. I also enjoy art and what you called expression of love and good actions sometimes (Hitler had a dog too, I don't think he choked his). I am aware that I am where I am as an effect of some people helping me, others have been useful to me and I am grateful (in a sense for that) but I Also understand my place and role in life which is to dominate and to win.
I like to use the analogy of an eagle who throw its offspring (this is help as I see it) the act of being thrown is dangerous, the risk is death, the reward is Apex. The eagle loves his offspring doesn't it ? This is STS path, in my understanding of the distortion I chose to perceive of it.
Once you are an eagle except your offsprings or other eagles, everyone is just prey or maybe species that you must avoid because they are other apex. And I am blessed that I am surrounded by so many enemies and "prey" but I leave the choice to others of either to submit or being destroyed. I am at the stage when I am gathering power both politically scientifically and spiritually to polarize even more.
Understand everything is war and the consciousness of it, human life is warfare the very fact that you don't experience it daily doesn't mean that it's not the case, for every second of your peace there are countless deaths going on(Irak, Afghanistan, Syria), the soil is pumped, ocean ravaged, trees destroyed and this is the divine plan, every thing shall serve humans, that is what gives you the luxury of playing the moralizer. Every thing shall serve my group hence everything shall serve my offspring, brothers and sister of kind hence everything shall serve me.
I Believe that I am one of God chosen one, her spoiled child, everything is mine. I deserve that. I am unstoppable, harvest or not. I'll haverst myself for the matter I don't need your so called groups whatever side it is, I'll create my own group with my own rules and turn your so called higher STO densities into prey for you to see that they bleed and for you to understand your place, just be Obedient. But I am not stupid everything requires planning and patience, might and prestance, they are formidable opponent so I guess it is rare for a predator to go against stronger preys. Look at the mighty lions they hunt in group against weaker animals than them. But I am a different kind I'll hunt an elephant in sea, a whale on the surface yeah competitive advantage.
In summary this is how I view life, GOD GIVES, I TAKE, SHAMELESSLY, UNAPOLOGETICALLY.