Ethical dilemma

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The thing is that I can't allow myself to think this or that might help. If I offer myself as a channel I must be blank for energy to work in the way It finds appropriate in order to sustain the free will. So the main question remains - should I do this or not? :-/

True..got ahead of myself. Just try to stay as neutral as possible, with the reassurance that all is well. Try a healing once..listen to your reactions. Meditate on it. If over a period of time you still feel uncomfortable, that's probably your answer.

You always say your green ray isn't that active (maybe I'm misinterpreting), which I can't understand because you always come across as intensely compassionate. If that's the case perhaps these are lessons in balancing that compassion with acceptance of the unfortunate situation.