what ive been feeling lately

[Meerie]

Yes, I´m a empath and its been so hard till I found out what´s going on with me. I just cried easy since I remeber. It has been hard most of all cause my family was so used they didnt care anymore. I was diagnosed with bipolarity years ago. And about 3 years ago I came across a book called "the book of storms" and it saved my life at the time. I try now to pay attention more and to protect myself. Thanks to that I have sometimes helped people around me just by asking them, hey how are you? I dont tell them that I´ve sensed something wrong, dont need to. They straight tell what is wrong. And I listen. And we both feel better afterwards. I have travelled so much, especially when I was younger, and I always find myself meeting people of all ages and they tell me their stories, like really personal things. And we hang out for a while and then they are gonne. They carry on with their lives. I was very frustrated I thought I was abandoned. Now I dont mind. Most of the time they are really grateful too so it works out both ways. But I find it hard if noone comes. I become much more vulnerable to different energies, get tired and then I isolate in my house. But later or sooner somebody else will come and the circle starts again. Its ok. I feel a bit lonely sometimes but its fine.
You can check out this site and go to the coursework. There you´ll find the book of storms.
http://mysilentecho.com/

Thanks for the link, Kia! I read some of the characteristics of an empath and it fits me, too. I can relate to the "isolating in your house "part because of sensibility to all these energies.. I avoid crowds, for example. Maybe that is the reason why we all love the storms... because they distract the energies that bombard us most of the time ? And replace them with the raw and original energies of mother nature?