The Sorrow

[Sacred Fool]

 
As was pointed out in a different thread, Brother LeiwoUnion, it is just this type of sorrow which has drawn those known as Wanderers to come to this planet to assist those in need.  Some remain in subtle form and try to help in a more subtle fashion, but to help in a more direct way, others must incarnate here and experience this sorrow first-hand.  Only by finding the light themselves within the clouded haze of this planet can they offer direct help to those in need.  Therefore, they suffer in order to serve the Light.

As you progress and discover more fully that you are the one Creatrix, certain fringe benefits may accrue, but so long as you are incarnate within this Valley of the Shadow of Death, the road is uncertain and often uncomfortable.

Confederation sources say that laughter is very helpful along the way.  You may consider adding a larger splooge of this to your palette of emotions.  It might help brighten the picture you will paint, which is the summation of your own true vibration.