Left with a feeling of doom

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Your perceptions are shaped by the existing semitic religions on this planet. There isnt a 'heaven' or 'hell' in any of what Ra describes. Like said in some earlier philosophies, you take your heaven or hell to the other side. For a positively polarized entity, positive planets are heaven an negatives are hell, and for the negatively polarized entity, vice versa. This is not a case of 'doing good deeds to accrue points to qualify for rewards'.

Lightly studying a few Eastern religions to see how much different can different religious perspectives be, could help you free your perspective of the semitic viewpoint and allow you to evaluate what you read more clearly.