Left with a feeling of doom

[ScottK]

So Ra and quo say: If you’ve been at least 51% of your time altruistic you go to a nice heaven and you’re gonna incarnate in a body with superhuman powers. If you’ve only been altruistic 50% of your time you need to reincarnate for other 75.000 years (probably forgetting your past at every reincarnation) in 3rd density again.

I personally think that Ra was trying (poorly) to express something that was expressible to us in our realm. So I don't take the material too literally, in this area.